Its 12 am as i pick my pen to write on this blog for the first time this year. It feels good to be back. "life is an adventure" I have heard it many times. At the end of last year I took a break. I watched helplessly as death took a piece of me...that's when life becomes unfair. There was sadness...that a pen would not write over. So a sudden demise of a close relative changes your perspective.I went through all the motions of grieving: from shock,denial, anger and finally acceptance. If there is one thing we shouldn't loose is hope. I know i will see her again cause death has been conquered. During this period I have learned that life is a gift. Treasure each moment. Take a risk in life and one of my favorite quotes sums it all "To triumph without risk is to triumph without glory". During a vacation somewhere near the Kenyan-Somali boarder along a coastal shore; that point was hammered home by an adventurist. I was offered a free kite surf and I declined...why? I don't know how to swim. I was given a puzzled look and the guy went on to explain how everything he does is out of taking a chance. He has traveled world over, knows nine languages and he freaking enjoys life...his words. i was like cool...but then he looked me in the eye and said RISK IT. We all have dreams and goals and for me there is plenty of that. Taking a leap of faith is all we need. I have the most awesome friends and they made that vacation memorable and it went a long way in giving strength to my fingers. The year started out in style and its been great so far. I have a breathing muse ...eerr correction....breathtaking muse. Not only that, but a star. Yea you heard me. Risking is starting to pay off. There is a story in the making. To my ardent readers...he's back and I'll keep you posted.
I won’t chase after…. Something elusive Something dismissive Something invasive That borders on the repulsive I won’t chase after toys Something coy A ploy That will make me burn like troy I won’t chase after… Something wickedly seductive That makes my emotions captive Derives pleasure in my pain I can’t chase fakes that break down Costly mistakes that bring a man down The stakes are high And down the stake you go
good to have you back Vusaka Jnr. maybe one day you'll tell us, your ardent readers, who your breath taking muse is:)
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